GREETINGS

Dear Swamiji, I always get very abusive and cruel words from my own relatives, actually I always used to like there surrounding when im growing and used to luv their company, but years passed I always find they throwing abusive and harsh words on me, sometimes i dont know how to deal with, I get hurt and these dialogue always pass threw my mind , sometimes i have revengeful thought towards them saying,you all will learn a lesson, but Swamiji its like Arjunas mind , im always suffering becas its from very close relatives, and also I fear a lot how im going to handle relation with these people in future, because they are not ready for a peaceful solution. ,,they just wanted to see me crying .Meditation has taught me to see the things around me clear.But my inner fear how to deal with them in future is haunting me, please give my mind a right thought so that i can direct it for my peace.Praman Swamiji