GREETINGS

Dear Swamiji, i have done some mistakes in my life.Now i understood the mistakes and i will never repeat those mistakes in my life.but my problem is not those mistakes. i think always about what i did and i feel regret how i could do so. i want to overcome such a mind set.not only this, everyday my husband is scolding me saying that i have done such mistakes to him.now i think i am so weak and i could not overcome such thoughts . because of these thoughts, i couldnt do any jobs with proper mind.now i am feeling so lazy.i feel that my life is going to end.nobody tries to understand me.i cannot hanlde my family life smoothly bcoz my husband doesnt understand me.i expected he would have supported me.but now he said i am not giving peace in his life. so how can i manage such situation? how can i console my husband?now he started to dislike me.i want a good family life with him.for this, i know, i should be stronger. how can i achieve this? i am irritating my husband.i dont want to do so. but sometimes, i cant control myself.he always says that he cant forgive me.i am fed up with his complaints.thats y i became out of control. i love him very much.but he cant understand it now.what will i do? before he is planning to devorce me, i want to get my family back.i want to live with him peacefully and joyfully.please help me swamiji.