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dear Swamiji, WILL YOU PLS KINDLY READ THIS AND HELP ME. im facing a problem and i dont know how to solve it. im 17 and last year i had a friend she was 1 year older than me, she was christian and she had a love affair with a a hindu boy who was 21 ( he also didnt have a degree or job still doesn’t) . already she had another affair and her parents knew it(he was also a hindu) and that became an issue…1 day i came 2 know dat her aunt told, one of my frnds mom dat i was d reason for her first affair( i was nt) i got disturbed and went to my frnds mom and told that i didn’t do anything and also told about her new affair , frnds mom told this to her aunty and they called me their home and asked… i told all the truth(including the fact that she went with him to some waterfalls)…. it became an issue in her home….that year itself she failed in entrance exam and only got 63 percentage marks in board exams bt she got a seat in some management engineering colledge but they didn’t leave her and she told it is because of me and because of what i told…. i was so disturbed by hearing her telling this ( she told that to her sister) we wer gud frnds and she didnt talk to me after this incident….. and i started to think that AM I THE REASON FOR THAT… her parents searched for repeating entrance classes for her bt she didnt enter anywer due to her poor marks…. so she didn’t make it to engineering…. AFTER THIS INCIDENT I BECAME SO DEPRESSED… I STARTED BEING NEGATIVE MINDED …..I EVEN STARTED TO THINK WHETHER I WILL GET ENGINEERING…. ALL THESE ………..GUILT…… MIXED THOUGHTS HAUNTED ME……… I WENT TO PHYSICATRIST….. BT DIDN’T FEEL USEFUL BT LAST MONTH 1 DAY HEARD ONE OF UR SATSANGS AND FELT SO RELEASED….BT I STILL HAS DOUBHTS……PLEASE TELL ME WHETHER WHAT I DID IS WRONG OR RIGHT…..IS THERE SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD DO…..PLEASE DON’T IGNORE I REALLY NEED UR ADVICE…..