GREETINGS

Dear Swamiji, I have sent you many questions and you have answered me by giving good suggestions. But I have not followed anything. This is something (The problem) I have developed in my life. Loosing interest in everything. I am a divorcee. Now a days I am not sleeping at nights. Somehow I manage to sleep after 2 am and wakes up at 8.30 am (that too not a deep sleep). I really feel bad for my behaviour. I feel very insecure, fear. I am working in an office. Not able to complete my work on time. Very slow in every thing. I am very scared now. I am not sleeping Swamiji. Sometimes I use to think that I am fit for nothing. My brain become inactive. Because I am not able to understand even a small thing, be it an official work, or personal work at home or anything else. If somebody talks to me about something I am not able to understand what they are talking about. I am becoming very unfit for everything. How can I overcome this. Can I overcome this through meditation. I tried doing that also but I am not able to do it. I am worried about myself. Pls help Swamiji!!!