GREETINGS

Dear Swamiji Very long back I have contacted you through this site. How are you? I am really in deep distress. People never understands me. I have already wrote to you my story that I am a divorcee. I feel that itself has become an advantage for others to criticize me and find fault on me. I am really feeling depressed. I dont want to be a burden for others. I am earning and I am taking care of my needs. But still I am blamed for one or other reasons. I am really getting angry and started yelling at others. I got a bad name that I always yell for no reason. But I dont want to be like that. I always want to be good to others. And another thing I feel very inferior comparing with others in my family I am the eldest daughter to my parents. When people who is younger than me starts criticizing me I am not able to tolerate. I will not harm others. Sometimes I feel that I dont have money like others I am treated very badly by others. Swamiji I am seeing many people who gives respect only to the people who posses money and wealth. They are respected, and people will take their words whatever they say even its wrong. But people who is not wealthier cannot speak anything even if they are right. In my case also its happening. I am really feeling very bad and spending sleepless nights. Please help me I am not sleep. I feel very lonely.