GREETINGS

Hari om swamji I am a PG student.now i am facing a serious problem is fear.I dont know swamiji for what i am feared about.I feel go it alone during after the death of my grandma & after a year another problem arisen in my life that is when i am go to test my eye the doctor said that i am a glaucoma patient during the previous year.I am so depressed when hear about something.Now i am continue the treatment for my eyes.I have lossed the vision of my left eye,& doctors said that the glaucoma is also affected in my rigt eye also.Now i continue the eye drops for the right eye.so i am afraid. I take all my potential to over come from my fear but i cant succeed.Now i have a fear or depression .I feel an inferiority complex in my life also.I request my mother to consult me a psychologist but she did not agreed, be`cos she is feared about it.I cant get a concentration in my carrier& also my life.Now i cant tells anything to others by looking their faces. swamiji what i can do to over come from this disaster?Will you please suggest a good solution swamiji, i must obey you. I am waiting for your replay swamiji.