GREETINGS

Namasthe Swamiji… For what reason should i Live. At this point of time I am planning to end my life… Till now My life is with full of sorrows… God is too much cruel . No Father, Mother mentally irritated problem making . she has not given me peace in my entire life, still i m taking care of her….cruel in laws..,my son too much naughty, makes trouble and my BP is uncontrollable but i still love my son….homeless, husband no care not taking care of us…. .I dont want to explain… dnt know how to lead family with my salary. If I die i think my in-laws will take care of my son…. If i die anyhow my husband and my mother will be happy. I dont know what will happen in the next moment. If life is with too much trouble then why should i live.. I was a strong believer of God.. but God is only giving me problems… Everyday when I travel I used to chant Navagraha manthra’s countless times… otherwise my mind will go deeper in to thoughts…and my eyes may become wet.. Still all the Grahas and God are angry with me I know (not I we )a person who has committed murder is living happy , god is with them only y should i live…