GREETINGS

Pranaamam Swamiji. This is a humble request. Thiis is not a question…. dont discard this mail without reading. I request you to pass the message to be sent to the world. The whole world is listening to you .You have the power to influence the thoughts of human mind to the right way. Last few days I was there at Ernakulam Sukruthm Sapthaham , and was happened to witness one incident,which reminded me about my previous experience. Actually I dont want to remember about my past, but now I have to write this why because such things wont happen again I was a business man I had a wife and a Son. I was not a perfect man, but now i am trying to be. Before years I was a drunkard and leading a bad life because I was mad.. Now I trying to be a good man. In my past life I tried to avoid my wife all the ways. She used to request me to stop the alcoholic life.But I never heard the advice. and i dont want to explain the whole story of my personal life as it was that much bore…. she was adjusting.. I was trying to get a reason in order to throw her from my life and at last i got an incident. Once while we were in a gathering my son created some problem and at last out of control he was beaten by my wife. (My son he is too mischievous and only my wife can manage my son… sometimes she may be out of control.)He did that much trouble and annoyance . (Even i was also thinking to slap at him). Seeing this suddenly one lady came and shouted at my wife for beating the child. but she didn’t answer to her. but she was shouting and made the scene more worse , then too many people came and everything out of control. Child welfare society etc etc… then everyone judged that she is a mental patient and took her to psychiatrist. . Then she was forced to take some medicine, for each time she was looking at me but I didn’t say anything, at last she was taken to her home by her father.child welfare and me didn’t allow her to take the child. I was so happy I filed a divorce petition that wife is psychic patient.Mean time my business got down.my family members couldn’t manage my son ,and my son used to tel me that he want to meet amma ,in order to make a distance between them I sent him to boarding school. . I thought to marry the other lady to whom I love. But she refused… and later i dont know what happened I stopped the divorce petition. But her mother was so adamant and forced her for forwarding divorce.But she refused and left her home. She started living as paying guest meanwhile she completed her M.B.A. and now she is living in a rent house 3 girls were staying along with her.I heard that she is sponsoring for their studies, she used to go and meet our son at school.I didnt put any objection.. Actually I dont remember the lady who started the problem. “But Now i think Y that lady involved, If my wife slapped at our son, y that lady got angry;he is not her son” Wat did that lady attain.she could spoil a life. My wife was so bold because of that she didnt commit suicide.. otherwise that lady will be the criminal … now why I have to blame that lady.. My silence that was the problem…. Last year I met my wife I asked her to be back with me, but she refused. I asked her then why didnt you obey your parents. y did you stop divorce from your end..”she said I never want to get divorce from you, still im wife of Pradeep but I cant come along with you.”.I asked her think about the son. she said “you have to think it before years”.she requested “please keep our son with you.. He is fed up with Boarding school” … Now Swamiji I Love my wife more than anything in the world.. I admire her. now every weekend I will be following her she may not be knowing this. She used to visit orphanages old age homes… She used to visit her parents, they are also upset… I am the reason.. Now I wrote my life to you why because ,I was happen to witness such kind of incident at Ernakulam which was similar to my experience. So I want to convey the message to ernakaulam community( not only to ernakulam all over kerala) that don’t involve in others matters, in order to make others life miserable. One girl I noticed her, her son was with her about 5 years old child, she was sitting in front of me, and the child even more mischievous than my son( now my son is quite good , may be he is grown up but still he loves amma).For about one hour child disturbed everyone, some of them got upset and left the place, and he irritated everyone with sand and water….throwing sand ,throwing water….. and at last he started telling some bad words.So she took her from that place.After some time I saw that girl was weeping and going. I asked a lady what happened she said you know, that girl slapped at that child face, and you know that bchild face is reddish in color.. and that lady explained to others etc etc….one thing i noticed is that the boy is not crying. if he had that much pain he would have cried. Anyway I followed her, I found she was sitting beneath the tree with the child I looked at the child face to Ssee reddish color…. but no reddish color..(.I could read what might have happened. … Ladies are expert in story makers) ….I asked her what happened she said nothing ,Again I asked her she said ” I have explained everything to my husband even he doesn’t like these kind of satsang and he used to tel me not to go for all these now I agree with him” .. .. Her Reply I stunned…. If that day I was on my wife side then ……….Now I am searching formy wife….When she loved me I sent her away…. Now for me my wife is the best ..I want to give my full love to her.. but she is not ready…. May b i am in her mind. So Swamiji Please pass this message that” if a mother is beating a child then she want her child to be the best ; she wont beat him without any reason, she want her child to be good. and their beating should have love and care” My son told me that ” Acha enne amma thalliyalum amma thallumbol enik ammayude care and love feel cheyyamayirunnu” he is 10 years old now If I simply say the message, you may think why he sent a mail… so i explained my life as such kind of things wouldn’t happen to anyone. Swamiji thank you for spending this much time to read my mail…thank you Please dont discard the mail.. Thank You Pranamam