GREETINGS

Pranam Swamiji Believe it or not! I am a regular practitioner of meditation under your guidance and really I experiencing the beauty of it. No words to express thanks! Last week I visited two three banks in Mumbai and during my travel in BEST bus my bag torn and my purse pick pocketed. I lost Rs.3000/- along with 6 Cards (Debit Card, Pan Card, 2wheeler license, 4wheeler license, Rly. Card & Organ donor Card). I was mentally collapsed and started running pillar to post to block card, police complaint etc. etc. All of a sudden a phone call came from an unknown person that he got my purse and to collect it. There were 8 persons (may be the same gang) filling water tanker and they told that they got my purse on the side of the road without any money in it. But all other documents untouched. I thanked them and given Rs. 100/- chai pani. My question is why I am mentally collapsed when I lost everything like Dasharath/Arjun/Udhishter? Immediately why noble thoughts like “Why Should I worry? I lost everything objective but not subjective, which I got it from here” not came into my mind? Why god is playing hide & seek/ examine/testing me? I failed? Is there any meditation ego?