GREETINGS

Pranamam Swamiji.. :) :) Ente bharthavu valare aswasthanaaya oru vyakthiyaanu. jeevithathile pala anubhavangal kondum innu addehathinu enne polum viswasikan sadhikaatha oru maanasikaavastha aanu ullathu. ennum pala karyangalkum enne sadaa samayam kuttapeduthikondirikum. addehathinte aswasthathaku kaaranam njan aanennaanu addeham karuthunnathu. Athukondu thanne njangalude daampathyajeevitham oru paraajayamaayi addeham karuthunnu. Orikalum sheriyaakilla ennum addeham karuthunnu. Pakshe… ithokke aanennekilum njn valare valare santhoshavathiyaanu. Unnikannan manassil kalikumpo pinne aaru nammale anweshichillenkilum sradhichillenkilum oru sankadavum undakilla.Bibleil paranja pole “Lokam muzhuvan ninne kuttapeduthikollatte, njn ninnodu koode undaakum” ennullathu ipo njan anubhavikunnu swamiji. Ente bharthavinte ee dhaaranakalellam maarenda oru samyamaakumpo ellam thiricharinju kollum ennu njn viswasikunnu. kaaranam ente karmathile sathyam athu sambhavipikum ennu njn urapichirikunnu.Ee sankadangalellam thanne neekumila pole thalkaalikam mathramaanennu manassilaakunnu. Athu nale ente bharthaavum thirichariyunna oru nimisham undakum Ee anubhavam ivide njn panku vekan pradhana kaaranam , enne pole dampathyathil orupaad prashnangal neridunna penkuttilku ithoru sahayamaakumennu karuthunnu. Orikalum orikalum jeevithathile prashnangal kandu bhayakendathilla, bhagavan koode ullapol pinne enthinu naam bhayakanam? ivide angayodu orupaad vishamangal pankuvekkunnavare njn kanditundu. ee 26am vayassil enikithu parayan sadhikunundel athinu pradhaana kaaranam 2 vyakthikalaanu , onnu ente husband mattonnu swamijiyum. Ente husbandumaayulla niranthara prashnangalil thalarnna eniku engane manasikamaayi uyaram enna ente chinthayaanu angayude prabhashanangal kelkan enne idayaakiyathu. atharamoru negative aaya sahacharyam ente bharthaaviloode eeswaran oriki tharikayaayirunnu. athu innu aa maahaa sathyathe anubhavikan sahayamaayi.Ipol njn ariyunnu, annu eniku vishamamennu thonnunna chila anubhavan eeswaran thannathu eniku valare vilapetta anugrahangalku vendi enne thayyaaraakukayaayirunnu ennu. Ellam kondum thalarnnirunna enne eeswarane anubhavikan sahaayicha swamijiku ellaavidha aiswaryangalum aayuraarogyavum undaakatte ennu prarthikunnu. Thalarnirikunna ee lokathe unarthan venda ellaa sakthiyum Jagadeeswaran tharatte ennu aalmaarthamaayi prarthikunnu. Ee jeevitham kondu eniku enthellam sadhikumo athellam cheythu angeku njn gurudakshinayaayi samarpikunnathaanu.. :) :) :) Ennu Niranja Snehathode Prarthanayode Deepa :) :) :) :)