GREETINGS

Pranamam Swamiji…its been long since i wrote to you. i am very disturbed now. my problem is i just love to be with people and i like friends and relatives coming over and we going there. but the hitch my husband doesnt like anyone. he doesnt like anyone coming over or we going there. he is very selfish and thinks of himself. my main problem i feel lonely as no one to speak to and he doesnt talk to me and disclose anything. if i say something, he says i forget and that he told me. this has been happening for ages. since children are not around and that only we two are here he doesnt understand. cant point out any mistake of his and if i say something he immediately say i said that or he puts it on me. am really frustrated and depressed. i have been taking anxiety tab. to calm my mind. you all say to ignore but its easy to say than done. if there is one more person in the house, no problem i can speak to them . i do meditation and lots of good stuff since i am human the limit of patience goes above and i get depressed and cry.he always makes fun of my spiritual stuff. pls help. thank you.