GREETINGS

Pranamam Swamiji Swamiji, iam govind. I have told you about my thoughts that i have experienced during my past and you gave the right way to divert from my thoughts and imaginations. I am practising sadhana daily to merge with god. Iam accepting myself as’HIS’ dasa and also surrenderring myself. But Swamiji, even though i do all these practises there is always some negative thoughts tht fire in my mind. These -ve thoughtsmay be of god(bhagvan)or something else. When these thoughts fire in my mind i get really sad thinkind tht ‘ Why am i thinkingthese kind of -ve thoughts about god’ even though iam really aware of it. I cannot tolerate these kind of -ve thoughts.Actually it is not me who is thinking, it just comes to my mind. But i will try not getting depressed by saying ‘ Have no regret’. Ente manassine samabhudiyil nirthan njan shramikkum.I will balance these kind of thoughts and surely will divert it. Swamiji, i dont know why these kind of thoughts shower in my mind, but iam not ready to get deformed. Swamiji, please give me a way to tackle these thoughts and also will these thoughts be a problem in attaining ‘Bhramanirvanam’? Just because i entertained a thought during my exams and kept thinkingof it, now i get depressed thinking of these foolish thoughts.