GREETINGS

Pranamam Swamiji, Swamiji, I know this topic about thoughts I entertained is going too long. Just one more section then I will wind up. Swamiji,these thoughts entertained me when I didn’t know anything about ‘Bhagavatham'(or geeta).My parents used to see discourses in TV but at that time (during the time when there were no thoughts) I never used to mind watching discourses.So when thoughts entertained me I didn’t know a way to get away from my thoughts and got depressed lot and I didn’t know what to do. This thought entertained me for about 1 year. Actually it is after this thought I entertained , I started watching your discourse ‘Bhagavathamrutham’. This was my turning point. It is after watching your discourse I understood then real meaning and the ‘Mahathwam’ of bhagavatham and Greta in our life. Then I started watching every discourse of yours one by one. Now I know how to tackle my thoughts(by diverting and giving it no importance and with no regret). Now I am tackling every thing with my intelligence. I started thinking positively like” how can I come out this” or”I can, I will”. But swamiji, that thought entertained me for 1 year. So now I cannot completely forget this thought. It used to entertain me sometimes especially while studying but now I won’t attend to that thought. I sometimes used to think that this is happy thought because this thought led me to know about geeta and bhagavatham, precious holy books. And practicing sadhana has changed me a lot. I have started involving in activities to entertain my mind. This is what happened during my past, swamiji.