GREETINGS

Swamiji, I feel so much disturbed from inside. Last day I was searching for some Bhagavatam details in net..many a times I came across arguments in different sites, pointing to communal riots. In some cases I strongly felt why people can’t understand the real facts of all teachings which will bring peace. But sometimes when I saw someone blindly and ignorantly talk about Krishna and Hinduism, all my mind will fill with bad feelings and hatred so that I feel to attack them with counter sentences. But I didnt. eventhough once this was my mindset before I attain the power of controlling my mind and stop acting like that. but still Swamiji, this unwanted quarreling between people disturbs me a lot. Why they are behaving like this to Hindus and considering Hindus as their enemies and also sometimes I feel why Hindus are acting like this to others and make them behave like this? once I tried to spread a good message to my one of my non Hindu friend in a very soft way and the reaction from her hurt me a lot. I shared that incident with you once. Now also sometimes, I feel to interfere again with people and spread peace with real meaning of life and teachings, but hesitate to do so due to my previous experiences. Also sometimes my mind fill with anger too..I want to get out of this Swamiji.Help me as always. Hari Om..