GREETINGS

Swamiji, I really am grateful for your guidance through your answers for so many years ,they have helped me get clarity.I had met you when you had come here at cbd and I do meditation at times but I just can’t do it for more than 10 minutes.One good person who is also inclined towards spirituality at work told me that my zodiac sign gemini is such that mind will always be fluctuating,it’s symbol itself is twin mindedness.Is this true ,so will it be more difficult than others for me to bring my mind to a spot,I try focusing on my breath to bring calm and focus to my mind.I have gained better clarity through listening to discourses,your answers and a few good books that I read but I still am not able to get the mental strength that I so much try for and hope to reach.The test is when some one at work throws negativity constantly for reasons I don’t know and I assume it’s a reflection of their own state of mind,it still affects me slowly and then it become a small part of me and worse is sometimes I project that onto some one else I meet though that other person might be innocent and pure yet I still doubt them.This slowly becomes a vasana and I want to bring my mind out of this tendency so I can improve myself and be able to bring more joy to the people who love and care about me.Please share your guidance with me.Thanks so much for your guidance and blessings.