GREETINGS

Swamiji, iam in my late 20’s….soon after my MA i have being trying for various government exams both state and central level….it’s been 6 years i have been trying but i haven’t cracked any…i really want to get into a govt job…after every failure i kept on rectifying my mistakes..but with every failures , fear regret and frustration started growing inside me… Everyone who studied with me and friends many years younger to me have become successful….this added up my insecurities…now everyone is mocking at me….i don’t know if you can understand the gravity of my situation swamiji…it’s hard to put it in words…. except during sleep, i feel the heaviness of my heart…. earlier I used to rectify my mistakes but now when I try, all I can focus on is my failures and others comments…. I can’t give up my aspiration….how can I focus on myself rather than on others judgement about me…..how can i get over my years of failure…. how can one be cheerful and hopefull when nothing is working for you and everything is against you….i want to develop a peaceful version of myself …..