GREETINGS

Swamiji, My parents are always speaks and beleive in the spiritual thoughts. But when they happened to face a reality they changed to a normal human being. I am not blaming anybody, but now i feel like life is realy a miserable thing. Hope you remember me n my previous letter. Thanks for your kind reply. But when i talk to my mother and father about my love , they strongly disagree me. I dont know how to express the situations at my home now. The man whom i love is basicaly a gud guy, but dont know who delivered wrong information about him to my parents. Neither they are ready to agree for our marriage nor i agree for another. The situation at home is getting bad. I dont know how to express my love before them. I am waiting to get married with my parents blessings but my parents are in utter fear and objection for my marriage. They also fear the community and my relatives. Good things only happen in life after so many stuggles i know. But the one thing i cant afford is my ammas worry.I dont know what to do n im in a depressed state now.Amma always blame herself that she s wrong in her stand as a mother. Plz help me swamiji. how i can resolve all these. These struggle goes on from the last year.I expect evrything good to happen, but its all getting wrong. am fed up.plz give me some suggstions. Hope if somebody could speak to my parents, it may work. but dont know whom to ask. plz dont put it in the wall paper plz.