GREETINGS

Swamiji, you helped me a lot….My problem is …In 2013 when I was doing my btech njngalude veedinu vaasthu dosham undannu paranju my uncle(father’s sister’s husband) njangalude veedinu backilulla uncle nte Veetil enne nirthi for 2 days not remembering correctly. I used to sleep with my chitta. One night when chitta was outside the room uncle kissed on my forehead. I cried loudly ,chitta came and I went back to my home. Uncle misbehaved me in many circumstances….After one year one very dangerous thought attacked me… Whether he rapped me or not? I keep asking this question to me for a long time…And my mind gave me the answer no. Only he kissed me. newspaper TV okke kaanumbo rape cases, Botham keduthi rape chaythu ennoke vaayikumbo veendum problem. I spent one night with my chitta there. At that time uncle enne valla bodhm keduthi enthenkilum chaytho? From that moment onwards i am not able to study properly. News kaanunnathuvare I was studying with a peaceful mind. But now all broken. I like studying. I am a top scorer in my 10th and12th classes. Engane thoughts varumbo aake thakarnnu pokunnu Swamiji..Swamiji is it a psychological problem? I have my Gate exam on Feb 5th..I can’t study with an open mind. How can I get out from this?