GREETINGS

Swamiji, Njaan oru muzhu bhranthanaayi maarikondirikukayaanu. Divasam chellum thorum ente manashakthi kuranju varunnu. Enik oru pranayam undayirunnu. It has been one year since we seperate. But still I cannot forget her. Jeevithathile adya anubhavamaanith.She could have convinced her father for our marriage. But she never tried hard. Because her character is like that. Her parents forced her for another marriage. She is getting married in the month of April. I can’t tell that she was cheating me. She really loved me. Ithu moolam I went mad. My parents are always crying thinking about myself. Njaan orupaad thyagam sahichanu avale snehichath. Enik kittiya pala nalla career chances , avale piriyendi varumallo ennorthappol upekshichu. Pinneyum orupad karyangal njaan avalkaayi cheythu. Eeswaran sakshi, njaan oru thettum cheythittilla. Njangal oru companiyil aanu work cheyyunnath. Vivaham kazhinjaal aval companiyude naattile branchileku pokum. But I can’t, even if I get released from my current location because njaan avale avide vach kaandeni vannaal aake thalarnnu pokum. Avale njaan kazhinja divasam kandu. Yathoru dukhavum njaan avalil kandilla. Pakshe njaan thakarukayaanu. Nasikukayaanu. Madyapanam veruthirunna njaan ippol orupad madyapikkunnu. Oonilum urakathilum ithaanu ente chinda. Eeswaran enne maranno swamiji?.