GREETINGS

Thanks so much for all your beautiful answers which you reply with so much patience ,after a lot of efforts I did meditation focusing on the Lord but when I am among people though I understand everything and every trick but when jealous people behave badly with me as they are jealous of what I have, that is jealous of the blessings that I have and take advantage of my humble behaviour, it disturbs me a lot but now I behave the same way back to them which they do to me and that helps me feel much better but still they get the power to touch my mind or entangle it which I know they don’t deserve and I want to stop that negative unwanted energy from entering my mind at all because Swamiji though I am a working woman I have a little child to take care of and my ailing mother who needs me and my husband also needs my support and co operation.Swamiji I feel a lot has to be blamed on the way I was brought up though it is not the right thing to blame because my mom did her best with what she knew but I was too protected and never given any freedom or too much outside exposure though I had wonderful,kind and loving teachers throughout my study life but when I come close to the outside world inspite of the spiritual things I listen to ,I still get entangled and at times affected or hurt by small things which I know are petty.Swamiji please give me your guidance as to how to get out of this negative rut and be closer to positivity and divinity.