GREETINGS

thanks so much for your reply,Swamiji.I realized that it is right and there is a deep sense of separation and isolation in me.But its not just the past events but also the present events that cause this,the people around me are all such faking ,two faced backstabing liars.I have a good IQ but very poor social skills and weak emotional strength ,i am a very sensitive person and i am right now motivating myself to not get hurt by every small thing that people say or do by telling myself that these things are not what really hurt me but the way i take it and i how deeply i absorb it into me that affects me.But i cant help hiding behind a wall or going into my shell of depression.I know i cant change people and i know this is escapism but i just want to kill myself.I like spirituality and psychology but never got the opportunity to study them in depth.Thanks very much again for your nice reply.