GREETINGS

This morning, I woke up dreaming that I was about to die. I saw in the dream people waiting with the bamboo poles to put my body on for cremation. But I was in no hurry to oblige them! I started asking myself, “why am tthe REAL I IN THIS BODY hesitating to cross over to my REAL HOME happily, realising that all that I hold dear are only hallucinations created by my identification of reality with whatever the indriyas have been registering as the truth and fooling my mind and preventing it from focussing on the ONLY REAL TRUTH? ” Swamiji, I woke up so light hearted, happy and active after I contemplated on this question, remembering your words I listen to every morning on TV. I have a basic problem and I request for your kind advice. It is re: sadhana. I know I should be doing what is right and should not do what is wrong. What is right and wrong, I am able to discriminate in my conscience. But, whatever resolutions I make, I am unable to put them in practice. In other words, the mind i