GREETINGS

Hari Om swamiji! I m trying my best to think of the lord as much as I can n keep praying to the lord. I am facing lots of predicaments. I m staying with my father n mother in laws. I have not even once thought of them badly n I have only jelped them as much as I can. I was friendly with them. But things changed. They started blaming me for nothing n they create new stories about me which I did not even think. They have ruined my name n they are totally negative. Whatever I do or did not do is a mistake in their eyes. They even asked me n my son and husband to leave the house because her daughter wants to stay in this house for her labour as she is pregnant. I used to cook rice every morning for everyone. But they do not want it n they cook parately on their own. I feel awkward to what I should do now. In the bhagavad gita krishna says we should do our duty even though if it is unhonoured to incur no sins. I m really confused to what I should do. The rice that I cook most of them becomes wasted as they do not want. I feel sinful to waste so much rice n feel that its of no use making for them since they do not want it. If I think this way is it a sin?? From what krishna says in the gita?? I feel that my atma is weaker n I need strength.