GREETINGS

Swamiji its with great peace of mind I am writing this. I shared my mother’s possesiveness about me in studying Vedas. Swamiji, you told me that Bhagavan will lead me. Yes Swamiji. After asking you, the conditions were same at home for some more days. I keep asking him, why he made me like this that I got a great womb and getting chances but can’t improve myself.Since my father passed away recently and brother is not ready to take care of family, Iam the only ashraya of my family. I can’t talk against her right now but my mind is asking me to realize real essence of life also. I got confused but continue to chant Vishnusahasranama everyday. But after that two incidents occured. I had been studying online sanskrit course by Chinmaya Mission. So I used to read all sanskrit slokas that I come across and try to study meanings, to improve my knowledge in language. Accidently I read a sloka from Bhagavata that if Vedic knowledge is a big tree, then Bhagavatham is the matured sweet fruit of that tree. I didn’t gave that much imortance to it then. The same day one sir, who is teaching Gita at Abhedashram told the same thing and told that If you want to understand Veda, just realize Bhagavatam, The Prathyaksha Krishna. I wondered why, while teaching Gita he told the same thing that I read in the morning.My mind is filled with joy. I got peace actually. I got my answer. Now I started reading and understanding meaning of Sanskrit bhagavatam from beginning. Very soon I am going to buy Bhagavathamrithum CD from Bhagavatham village, because Swamiji you can wonderfully impart the real essence of Bhagavatham unto our minds.Thanks Swamiji. I now understood the fact that Bhagavan will always lead us to right path. Only thing we have to do is stop wavering and trust him fully. Thank you so much for giving me that valuable advice Swamiji.