GREETINGS

dear swamiji,thanks so much for your earlier replies .They were really so helpful. Like you said it is inside you have to look not outside .if you are dependant on other people always you are bound to be disappointed .i JUST like to listen to joel oesteen sermons on the internet,they have inspired me and brought me out of depression ,anxiety and low self esteem.Sometimes I feel our books and religion are so complicated but sometimes if you just give your heart to God sincerely he never disappoints .its just like everybody likes different designs of gold ornaments though it consists of the same material inside.My mother doesn’t like me following that so sincerely because he is Christian but I follow that because I can relate so completely and I know that everything leads to tha same God.But my mother gets upset saying that I should try to study and be proud of our religion.So swamiji please guide me if my opinion is right or wrong