GREETINGS

Swamiji I feel its so difficult for normal people in this competitive world to remain truly pure and confident unless if we have really achieved what we call higher state of mind. I remember after my baby was born I was so filled with purity, strength and joy, that is only pure thoughts and thoughts of goodness, strength and joy came to my mind making me really want to do all good things without wanting anything back not just for my baby but even for those close to my I was actually ready to go any extra length.As my maternity leave ended and I started working back into the world of high selfishness,jealousies and amongst such impurities, slowly the negativities had started affecting. I feel like I have got a bit more mature ,wiser and more bold in tackling mean , jealous or people with hidden motives but I have also become a bit like them. Would you please guide me guruji how to get back our strengths, calmess and purity. Thank you so much for all valuable guidance given earlier and also for being so kind.