GREETINGS

Swamji my name is hema shaji 23 years old from bangalore…..swamyji since childhood i was a person who always was left alone at home….my both parents were so busy since i was a child, as they had to work and pay money for the my education and of course for livilihood….but they used to leave me home alone in the locked house…because of which i have become completely antisocial….i used to get scared to talk to someone and i get sad soon when someone insult me .swamji i am physically very thin….so where ever i go people comment me on my physical appearance…..even if i tell myself to be strong…the way people comment about me is so painfull….this also made me completely away from society…i stopped going out and i stoped going to any relatives function and i have no friends….but today i am 23 years old fighting for my dream job….because of your bagavat geeta class i started improving with consistent life..i wake up early moring …and i defeated my laziness…i started doing yoga where i could i solve my many health issues because of your classes ….i can see improvement in my studies and work performance… but only one thing i am not able to overcome is my fear and i get hurt soon . Even if i do anything people tell me “i am fit for nothing.”” I cant do it”…sometimes even my family put me down …even if its a very small thing …i am not able to handle the mental pain…i try a lot to get rid of what others say… please dear swamiji i want to develop my self …i want to change with a strong mind…what is that i should practise to make my self strong??