GREETINGS

Pranams swamiji, Swamiji i am trying my best to control my mind.. but the mind is under my control only for few mins.. After shifting to saudi i feel as if i am totally useless… Earlier i was always busy with work and running around for all the work in india.. whether it is official or personal.. The moment i planned to come to saudi i thought i have enough time to take care of my husband and daughter and lead a peaceful life with God’s grace.. but from the day one i had come here i feel totally disturbed.. my only thoughts is abt my busy life..i dont know to lead a life all alone.. feeling very lonely and mostly tempted to cummit suicide.. as i feel useless… though my husband had taken a separate house for us i still live with his sister’s family wherein i am bother their privacy too which is also worrying me a lot.. i feel like going back to india itself.. if i need to live… pl swamiji help me to take a decision.. i really dont know wht to do swamiji.. waiting for ur advise