GREETINGS

Dear Swamiji, Hari Om. I’m currently 8 months pregnant. I have been facing lot of problems off late. I have been diagnosed with blood sugar in my seventh month which disturbed me a little but I took it in my stride thinking I’ll do everything possible for my expected baby. But sir there are many other things which are disturbing me. During the initial months of my pregnancy I used to do ‘naama japams’ in the morning as well as evening. I used to also chant few Garbha Raksha Stotras. But few months down the line I just couldnt continue with these. I could not concentrate. As if “Devavicharam” was reduced. Even if I tried to do the japam, am not able to concentrate like before. Why is it so? Why have I lost the divine feeling that I used to experience before? Also am getting bad dreams during dawn which is adding to my fears. I have started feeling that there is some deep message in these dreams. I had seen the seven headed ‘Ananthan’in my dreams but my mother pacified me saying that it means lord is protecting you. But today I happened to see the ‘Viper’ snake in my dream which was devouring itself and while doing so it was jumping on me. I was so terrified that I have been feeling restless. Does this dream mean destruction. The snake was destroying itself. What does it mean for me? Do dreams really have some meaning? Am afraid to sleep thinking I might again get some ‘Du-Swapnam’ I tried everything my elders told to before sleeping – like washing one’s feet before sleeping, taking bhagwan’s name before sleeping. But nothing seems to work for me. Please advise Swamiji all this is affecting my health….