GREETINGS

Pranams swamiji, I read mahabharatham and it is mentioned that yuddhishtira still needs to cross the path of hell even though he has earned a place in the heavens and also for the one great lie that he mentioned that aswatthamam was dead. If just for one lie he still needs to cross the path of hell than how about us men who have knowingly or unknowingly has done mistakes and told lies will we also see hell even though that the gita has mentioned that once we have realised the lord we are being freed from sins even from past births. In the gita it is also mentioned that we have to render service to the world with the materials and objects that we have acquired from the world. i understand that we should not lay claim to them but use it to render serve but swamiji it would be great if you could explain or give an example on how do we render service with the acquired objects. It is also mentioned that we should renounce affinity with the world and desires but i feel it is quite difficult to renouce. but i am very determined to renuce that i udrstand the fact that they are all worldy. I alway bg to thelord to give me the strength to renounce unnecessary desires. I have wipeout some of the desires but some aresill coming across the mind. sometimes when i meidtate or do sadhana some unwanted thinkings and past memories are coming through my mind but i still continue to complete. may i know why these unnecessary memories are swaying through the mind while doing sadhana? swamiji i really want to be one with god and i have started earlier so that i can realize god quickly and how do we know that we have realized the great?