GREETINGS

the moment i realise that someone has started really liking me ,i mentally try to shut them down from my mind and start behaving negatively so they stop liking me.When someone compliments me about my looks or my eyes or my smile i feel uncomfortable though i love being attractive and i love looking good but i somehow dont like people liking me.I had liked a guy sincerely as a teen just to find out he was a liar,a guy who looks like my ex seems to like me now but i really dont want to fall for him though he seems better than my ex.But i dont want to seem awkward around people and dont want people to think i am some weirdo and i want to be good friends with this guy whose appearance slightly resembles my ex’s and want to share my thoughts and experiences etc with him.Why am i getting so uncomfortable with myself and with people liking me and how do i get back to being normal. its not just about guys,i feel uncomfortable even when some strangers compliment me on my looks,even females and then i start getting so self conscious,i am not that beautiful though some poeple find me attractive.Is this because of my low self esteem.I am a 22 yr old girl working in a bank in mumbai and i feel a lot of times like i am not being myself and am being pulled down because of fear of people.Just how do i be myself . 17 hours ago