GREETINGS

Pranamam Guruji! So far i have carried out my duties and responsibilities with sincerity and still i carry on with the same sincerity. Not only in professional life but personally also. But i really get hurt when my own people to whom i have been sincere and love pokes behind me. When i realize it, Initially i feel it may be bcoz of my own mistake. With patience, i try to find my own fault and carry the same feeling. But finally i realize its not my mistake, its their own nature. I really get hurt and depressed. Later I start to hate them. Though they can never be ignored as i have my responsibility towards them. But i dont feel to carryon with the same affection. I know i should never expect my own nature from others. But after getting supressed with such kind of attitudes, my patience, affection has resulted in hatred for them. I never feel to talk to them and I Cannot ignore them. Initially I never used to think about my happiness, and always wished my own people to be happy, and i also was happy in serving them. But now i feel i m good for nothing. I dont know where i went wrong. Please advice me where I went wrong……..