GREETINGS

I am a 23yr old girl.There are these two guys who were interested in me and i kind of like both of them too though i dont know either of them very deeply.One of them is quite good looking with sharp features and the other is extremely intelligent and successful in his career and he actually doesnt have much spare time.The first one was extremely nice to me and wants to get married ,the second one is nice too and my family likes this guy more and wants me to get married to this one.I have no problem with that,but i think i am almost going crazy for the first guy though i turned him down,i have met good looking cute guys who were into me before too but there is something about this guy that makes me want to make him mine.But i know its not the best thing to do because he has a lot of issues including his health,my head is beginning to spin and i just feel like i want to just finish everything or i dont ever want to be in relationship with any guy and sometimes i dont feel interested in anything in even going to work.please help (if possible please dont post my question here)