GREETINGS

Dear Swamiji, I am wkg in a service industry as HR. Handling the responsibility of almost 385 staff alone. I am handling my job with my sincerity and dedication and try to complete the task as per the assigned date though its sometimes beyond my control. I have strained myself a lot by sitting beside the time assigned. Though the top management people are aware that I am the only person who is handling the entire thing, they only try to point out if some mistakens happen from my side unknowingly. I am a person who believe time management is a must for carrying out any task. I also believe family life and career should be carried out in balanced way. I never worked for any recognition and always gave my 100%. After working like this its only my mistakes which recently happened due to overburden is highlighted by the top management. I informed them that work load is too much for me to handle. So it has resulted in mistakes. I have lost my interest in everything i do. I feel there is no point in continuing like this. But i dont wish to breach my job contract which is there for another year too. I really wonder how can i survive in such an organization till i complete my contract.I am not a person who simply sits and do what ever is assigned. Though the organization is ever of my situation, they are highlighting my shortcoming which i cant accept any more. Because I very well know what my strenghts are and they too very well know i am not too be blamed for every thing. Each day has become difficult for me to continue.I daily do 15 minutes pranayam. But my tension is increasing day by day. Sometimes i feel why god is punishing me like this…I really need your guidance. Kindly advice me swamiji. I am eagerly waiting for your reply. Hope you can show me a way to balance my job and continue strongly till i complete my contract…. I also wish to know whats my mistake that i am facing all these struggle..