GREETINGS

Pranam Swamiji, I need a solution to my problem which am facing internally.now a days am doing pranayama & meditation very seriously & am extended the time period to daily 1 hour to 2 hours. am getting so many positive thoughts in my mind & experiancing the difference in my life & almost in weekends am reading bagavath geeta whenever i get time.NOw my question is am taking all thoughts positive & implementing them but now am getting to married within a short period & my mind is thinking that if after marriage also i may concentrate like before or any mudane thoughts may disturbs me because in geeta Lord Krishna says pls don’t be attached with kama & kroda they will remove ur knowledge or knowledge is covered with kama.My Mind is thinking in such a positive way that why kama is also a part of life & without that there is no generations. I also read in some scriptures that suka maharshi was guided by janaka maharaja to marry & gave birth to children,But he got moksha then so many people like Mahatma Gandhi,Einstain,etc they also got married but they became great.our scriptures also says Dharma,Artha,Kama & Moksha.But why am getting disturbed & getting a guilty feeling & my mind is disturbed when i think about Geeta what Lord says.from 2 days onwards am unable to do meditation properly if i didn’t get confident solution i may not do meditation & so that i get so many negative thoughts.pls help me Swamiji.